“God Amid the Mess”

“God Amid the Mess”

 
 
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Sermon — June 27, 2021

The Rev. Greg Johnston

Lectionary Readings

So I spent last week, as you may know, with my family in southern Maine. On Sunday morning, I did something I don’t usually do when I’m on vacation. I got up early and went to church. My mom had always wanted to visit this little outdoor chapel on the water down the road in Kennebunkport, and it was their reopening day for the season, so we decided to go. On our way there, my stepfather wondered if the Bushes would be there. He’d driven by their summer home on Walker’s Point the day before and seen the tell-tale signs of a presidential presence: security at the gate, a Secret Service boat in the harbor, and the American flag flying over the compound. And sure enough, as we roll into the driveway of the church we see two black SUVs. As we find seats, we note two fit men sitting in the second pew with little earpieces. Which means that the short grey hair and familiar ears in the first pew belong to none other than President George W. Bush, right next to one of the two communion stations.

Now, remember that I’m a little out of practice with receiving communion. And due to some combination of my clumsiness, and the light ocean breeze, and the fact that I’m a little flustered because I’m receiving communion standing not more than two feet from George W. Bush’s face—the priest places the wafer in my hands, and as I lift it to my mouth, it somehow flies out and lands in the grass at the former president’s feet, where, with my honed priestly reflexes, I immediately kneel down, grab the wafer, pop it into my mouth, cross myself, and walk away as the family laughs.

Of course, I’m laughing about it now too, but I immediately felt, as many people would, that hot and heart-racing feeling of shame. I can’t believe I just did that. It’s exactly the kind of thing that we feel when we violate one of our culture’s spoken or unspoken purity codes—in other words, when we accidentally let something holy brush up against something dirty. In my case, literally.

In her classic work Purity and Danger, the anthropologist Mary Douglas suggests that this is exactly the function of the purity codes that appear in cultures around the world: to separate things that are holy from things that are impure. We create definitions for who or what is “impure” and what is “holy,” for what counts as a sacred person or place and what can make it dirty; and then we create systems to keep these things apart. These don’t have to be particularly religious in nature. Imagine, for example, the average American’s response to someone who casually wipes his mustardy hot-dog hands on the American flag at a 4th of July parade. Visceral disgust, perhaps even anger. The flag is sacred; mustardy hands are dirty.

For us, of course, the “danger” of the title “Purity and Danger” is a little vague. After all, what do we think would actually happen if that dirty mustard touches the sacred flag? Lady Liberty won’t suddenly smite us for our disrespect. But in other times and places, it’s been clear. If unclean things were brought into the ancient gods’ holy places, people thought, they would become angry. At worst, they might strike back—or even flee. The prophet Ezekiel, for example, envisions priests performing impure sacrifices in the Temple in Jerusalem, (Ezekiel 8) defiling the holy place to such an extent that the Holy One himself is forced out. Unable to coexist with such impurity in the same place, almost magnetically repelled, God flees away in a fantastic chariot. (Ezekiel 10) And this is not some kind of bizarre prediction of the future. It’s Ezekiel’s explanation for the people’s current predicament of exile and suffering. The land became so impure that God was forced to leave, and left the people without a protector.

I said a few weeks ago that much of Mark is about struggles between Jesus and demons, but maybe I should have been more precise: Mark calls them “unclean spirits” just as often as he calls them “demons.” If you read carefully, the gospel takes on the tone of a struggle between “the Holy One of God” and “the Holy Spirit” and the “unclean spirits”—between the holy and the impure. While the words “impure” or “unclean” don’t appear in today’s gospel passage, people have often used this framework of holiness and impurity to try to understand what’s going on.

Both the unnamed woman in this story and the unnamed girl, after all, would have been in states of ritual impurity when they came into contact with Jesus. A woman experiencing this kind of irregular bleeding would be ritually impure in a manner laid down in Leviticus, as would anyone who touched her, and Leviticus describes the process for removing that impurity. (Lev. 15:19ff.) Likewise, touching a dead body conveys ritual impurity, and the book of Numbers explains how to cleanse yourself from that. (Numbers 19:11ff.)

Now there’s always a danger, at this point, of offering interpretations that can be anti-Jewish in tone, so it’s important to be careful. Impurity is not necessarily bad. There’s nothing wrong with being in a state of ritual impurity, any more than it’s wrong to get mustard on your hands while eating, as long as you don’t come into contact with what’s holy. The most ordinary cycles of life and the most extraordinary moments of birth and death all convey ritual impurity, and yet they are good, even divinely commanded. God tells the people to be fruitful and multiply, to care for the sick and the bury the dead. In village life, away from the holy place of the Temple, impurity was not such a big deal.

The woman’s problem, after all, is not that she’s cast out from society. It’s not that the doctors refuse to treat her because she’s impure. It’s that they’ve been all too willing to take her money without having a cure, and she’s suffered much and paid much to no avail! (Mark 5:26) Likewise, the young girl’s body isn’t avoided for fear of contamination. The room is so packed with mourners that Jesus sends them out to have some peace. (Mark 5:38) The problem is not that they’re in a state of impurity, but that they’re really suffering; perhaps this is why Mark doesn’t even use the word “impure” here.

Still, Mark has written a whole gospel about the struggle between “the Holy One of God” and “the unclean spirits,” (Mark 1:24) and now this holy one comes into the presence of two people who are, according to the culture within which they and Jesus live, unclean. There must be something here.

I think there is. Remember Ezekiel’s vision, in which the impure Temple drove out the holy God. Here, it’s the other way around. The Holy One comes into contact with that which is ritually unclean, and he is not driven out—he heals them. Now, we don’t live in a culture with this kind of purity code, so I hope you’ll excuse me making it a bit metaphorical. But we do live in a world in which we sometimes break one expectation or norm or another, in which our emotional responses of shame and anger and disgust are triggered, and Jesus remains. We worry and worry that we’re not good enough, that “what we have done and what we have left undone” has rendered us so imperfect as to drive God away. But the very opposite is true. God comes to us, amid all our “impurity,” amid all our brokenness and imperfection, amid all our unknown mistakes and all our known regrets. God comes to us, and there’s nothing we can do to drive her away. God is not disgusted with us or angry with us; God is here with us.

And more importantly still, God heals us. God really heals us. The power of the story is not that Jesus challenges purity codes; it’s that he changes people’s lives. He doesn’t just proclaim the woman cleansed; he stops the bleeding. He doesn’t just dismiss the idea that the girl’s body is impure as a silly superstition; he raises her to new life. God doesn’t just forgive us for our shame and our mistakes; God really heals our souls and our wills, making them holy, so that we may—one day!—live lives that more closely follow God’s holy way of love.

But—and here’s the catch—God does it on God’s own mysterious time. This story, you probably noticed, is a sandwich, with Jairus’s daughter as the bread and the woman as the filling. Jairus comes to Jesus with his daughter at the brink of death. (Mark 5:23) But Jesus doesn’t do what you would think. He doesn’t drop everything and come running. He begins to go with him, but then he stops and turns. “Who touched my cloak?” (5:30) And then he waits, and he listens. He listens to the woman long enough to hear “the whole truth,” (5:33) long enough to hear her twelve-year story of pain, for so long that by the time he’s finally headed on his way to the emergency sick visit—the girl is gone.

Is Jesus rude? Is he easily distracted? Is he trying to show off, intentionally upping the stakes of the miracle he’s about to perform? Maybe. But I think more than anything, this captures the paradoxical truth of Christian life: we believe that Jesus heals us, yet we suffer. We believe that Jesus saves us from death, and yet we die. We stand at the grave and proclaim the “sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal life” even as “we commit” our loved one’s “body to the ground.” (BCP p. 501) No wonder they laughed at Jesus. (Mark 5:40)

But that’s what God chose to do in Christ: to turn things upside down. To take our intuition that holiness needs to live in great purity and dive into the midst of our messy lives instead. To take all the dropped communion wafers of our lives and turn them into the incarnate Body of Christ. To take our prayers for healing now and give us resurrection in the end, and to do it all on God’s own eternal time, while our souls wait “for the Lord,” as the Psalmist writes, “more than watchmen for the morning; more than watchmen for the morning.” (Psalm 130:5)

“Always a Groomsman”

You’ve probably heard of the phrase “always a bridesmaid, never the bride,” which is the kind of pernicious proverb nobody ever wants to have quoted at them. You’ve probably not heard the phrase “always a groomsman, never the groom,” but if anything it’s the older idea of the two! “Always a bridesmaid,” writes “Bridesmaid for Hire” Jen Glantz (no, I’m not joking) dates to a 1925 print advertisement for none other than Listerine mouthwash. (Yikes.) “Always a groomsman,” on the other hand, is a central part of the message of none other than St. John the Baptist, whose birth the Church celebrates in its calendar today.

The Nativity of St. John the Baptist

In today’s second reading for Morning Prayer, John the Baptist’s disciples complain about the growing popularity of a certain young prophet who used to hang around with John. “Rabbi,” they say, “the one who was with you across the Jordan… here he is baptizing, and all are going to him!” (John 3:26) “I am not the Messiah,” John replies, “but I have been sent ahead of him. He who has the bride is the bridegroom. The friend of the bridegroom, who stands and hears him, rejoices greatly at the bridegroom’s voice. For this reason my joy has been fulfilled. He must increase, but I must decrease.” (John 3:28-30)

Always a groomsman, never the groom.

John the Baptist is traditionally depicted in icons and paintings with a finger stretched out, pointing the way to Jesus. Apart from his fiery message of repentance and his gruesome beheading, this is the idea that’s most commonly associated with his brief appearances in the New Testament. He is not the groom, but the groomsman; not the one who will take center stage at the great celebration, but the one who stands with him.

 “He must increase,” John says, “but I must decrease.” (John 3:30) It’s not just a comment about the relative trajectories of their two careers, in which John will soon be arrested and executed while Jesus’ ministry grows. It’s a powerful statement not just about John’s life but about our own spiritual lives.

Whatever is best in me, whatever is most loving and gentle and beautiful in me, is in reality the power of the Holy Spirit working in me. It is still a part of me, but like a pane of stained glass it is nothing but opaque darkness without God’s light shining through it. Whatever is work in me, on the other hand, whatever is rough and harsh and angry, is my own dirt and muck occluding that light, preventing it from shining that the beauty beneath.

And all our spiritual life is the endlessly-iterative process of cleaning that glass, or letting it be cleaned; of allowing Christ to grow in us, and taking away the barriers to the Holy Spirit’s work through us; of our resentment and self-righteousness decreasing, and Christ’s faithful love increasing; of standing at the altars of our own lives, pointing away from our own egos and towards the love of Jesus.

“In Both Kinds”

“I will lift up the cup of salvation *
and call upon the Name of the LORD.”

Psalm 116:11

What’s sitting on top of these cups? (Hint: It’s not a wafer!) Check out the video below to find out.

By now you’re probably realizing that I’m always good for a bit of etymological trivia or a new Scrabble word, so this week, here’s a twenty-point doozy: “Utraquism.” (Unfortunately, the Official Scrabble Dictionary tells me it’s not a playable word.) It comes from the Latin word utraque in the medieval phrase sub utraque specie, meaning roughly “in both kinds.” Utraquism was the simple, radical claim by early 15th c. reformers that communion should be distributed to laypeople not as bread only, with the wine reserved for the priest (as was the Catholic practice) but in both kinds, as both bread and wine, with laypeople and priests equal participants in the sacramental meal.

While the Catholic hierarchy was not convinced until the 20th c., communion in both kinds became not only the practical norm but a theological cornerstone of every Protestant tradition, as it has always been in the Orthodox churches. Our Book of Common Prayer reiterates at least three times that the bread and wine are both to be offered to all those receiving communion. (If you’re ever bored during one of my sermons, flip through and see if you can find all three!)

Utraquism’s taken a blow this year. For obvious reasons, sharing wine from a common cup has been inadvisable. Like many Episcopalians, I’ve found myself leaning on the ancient Catholic argument that communion in one kind or even the simple desire to receive communion when one is unable is just as much a conduit of God’s grace. But I have to admit it’s continued to feel strange to drink the wine alone. The Eucharist isn’t a special ritual conducted by the priest on behalf of the congregation; it’s our shared and joyful feast of thanksgiving, however symbolic the “feasting” may be.

Well, things will continue to be strange for a little while longer. We’ve received permission from our bishops to share communion in both kinds again, but only if the wine is in individually pre-packaged containers. This has caused some confusion in church the last few weeks, so I thought I’d make a short video walking through what we’re doing and how to receive the wine if you’d like to, to make it easier for you to pray on Sunday morning rather than wondering what you’re supposed to do with that little plastic cup!

“Binding the Strong Man”

“Binding the Strong Man”

 
 
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Sermon — June 6, 2021

The Rev. Greg Johnston

You can see why Jesus’ family might be a bit embarrassed. It’s not so complicated to be an upstanding citizen in first-century Galilee. Do a good job with your carpentry, and don’t cheat anyone on their pay. Study Torah on Saturday mornings with the rabbis, and be respectful to your parents and family. Find a nice girl, settle down, bring the kids around to Mary’s place for dinner every once in a while. If you want to live a respectable life, you might want to avoid going around saying that you’re casting out demons. People are going to think you’ve lost it.

Maybe you’re embarrassed too. Imagine that you’d brought a friend to church today. (Or perhaps you yourself are a visitor!) The pandemic is waning, restrictions are lifting, people are looking for a little hope and joy and you’ve all been raving about this church—right?—so here you come with your friend to show us off. And this is the gospel we read: Jesus is talking about Satan and fighting with his mom. This isn’t the Jesus most of us want to know. Jesus the Wise Teacher: great. Jesus the Incarnate Word of God: okay. Jesus Christ, Demon Fighter? Are you out of your mind?

Well the appearance of “Jesus Christ, Demon Fighter” is a sure sign that we’ve returned, after a long journey through the Gospel of John, to Mark, and to the early days of Jesus’ ministry. We’ll be reading Mark for most of this summer, so it’s worth saying a few words. Mark’s the shortest gospel, and in a way, the least polished. Mark’s favorite transition word is “immediately”; Jesus is baptized and the Spirit “immediately” drives him out into the wilderness. (1:12) He calls the disciples and “immediately” they follow him (1:20) and “immediately” he goes into the synagogue and begins teaching. (1:21) The gospel reads like an action movie, all quick cuts from scene to scene without much dialogue, but it’s a strange action movie. In these early chapters, Jesus has already been baptized by John and tempted in the wilderness by Satan. He’s called his disciples, and offered a few brief parables.

But mostly he’s been healing people and battling with demons. He’s cast out an unclean spirit from a man in the synagogue at Capernaum, (1:21ff) and cured Peter’s mother-in-law of a fever. (1:29) He’s cast out demons from a whole city (1:32), cured lepers of their skin disease (1:40), and forgiven the sins of a man who’s paralyzed, restoring his power to walk. (2:1ff.) Sure, he got into one argument with the Pharisees over fasting and the Sabbath (2:18ff.), but in the Gospel of Mark the demon-to-debate ratio is pretty high.

Jesus’ power over demons is such a theme of the early chapters of Mark that it hardly comes as a surprise when Mark tells us that it was the demons who first recognized who Jesus really was. “Whenever the unclean spirits saw him,” Mark writes, “they fell down before him and shouted, ‘You are the Son of God!’” (3:11) But Jesus commands them “not to make him known.” (3:12) And then goes on to call his twelve apostles, and by the time the gospel ends they’re only just beginning to understand what the demons have known all along: that Jesus is in fact the Son of God.


These kinds of healings and exorcisms weren’t everyday occurrences in the ancient world, but they weren’t unique to Jesus. When word came around of a powerful healer like this, it usually meant one of three things. First, that he was a con artist, tricking crowds into believing he had divine power for personal gain. Second, that he was a magician, actually controlling demons but by power of an even greater demon, a sorcerer purchasing power over evil spirits in a kind of Faustian bargain. Or, third, that he really was a remarkably holy man, like Elijah or Elisha before him, in whom God really is acting in the world.

But this isn’t Elijah. This isn’t Elisha. This is Jesus, the builder’s boy, come down from little Nazareth into the big city of Capernaum and way out of his depth. So the locals go up the road to his family and tell them what’s going on. Because of course, there’s a fourth option here: he’s not a con artist, or a sorcerer, or a holy man—“He’s gone out of his mind.” (3:21) “Mary. James,” you can picture them saying, “This has gone too far. Come get your boy.”

So they go, and call for him. (3:31) And the crowd tell him that they’re there, and what does Jesus have to say in response? “You’re not my mom!” So embarrassing.

And yet if you wanted to summarize what Jesus was going to do in the Gospel of Mark, you could find it right here, in the middle of today’s gospel, in one simple phrase: “binding the strong man.” (3:27)

Remember that Jesus is defending himself against the claim that he’s casting out demons by serving an even greater demon, that his power to heal is not holy but evil. Jesus replies, “How can Satan cast out Satan? If a kingdom is divided against itself, it cannot stand.” (3:23-24) The “kingdom” he’s talking about isn’t “the kingdom of God.” It’s the kingdom of what the Gospel of John calls “the ruler of this world.” This world is full of suffering and pain. It is under the rule of a power that is not God’s. So how could I be using Satan, Jesus asks, to fight Satan? The whole thing would come crumbling down. No, he says: “no one can enter a strong man’s house and plunder his property without first tying up the strong man; then indeed the house can be plundered.” (3:27)

It’s a little strange to think of Jesus as a thief, breaking in and stealing what’s not his own. But in the context of what he’s saying about himself and these demonic powers, of course, you can probably understand what it means. Satan is the “strong man,” the “ruler of this world” (cf. John 12:31, 14:30, 16:11) under whose thumb we live. Jesus is the “stronger man,” as it were, the one who’s going to liberate us from this dictator by tying him up and rescuing us, who’s going to steal us away and keep us for his own.


As we read the Gospel of Mark this summer, we’ll hear many more stories of miracles and healings and exorcisms. There’s no Sermon on the Mount in Mark; there are no Beatitudes. There’s no Golden Rule and no Lord’s Prayer. Instead, there’s this series of low-level skirmishes in Jesus’ struggle with the evil power of the world, a campaign that will reach its climax on the cross and his final victory in the resurrection. In Mark’s gospel, I think, it’s not what Jesus says that ultimately makes the difference for our lives; it’s what he does. It’s not that we should save ourselves from evil by doing the things he teaches us to do. It’s that he has saved us from evil—he has tied up the strong man who was keeping us in thrall—and what we have to do is live accordingly.

It’s entirely possible that you don’t believe in literal demons or a literal Satan. But it’s not for nothing that the word “demons” is at an all-time high in English-language publishing. People with no belief in the supernatural or paranormal have no issue talking about “facing their demons,” and that says something. We experience our “demons,” we experience our most broken patterns of behavior and the most painful secrets of our pasts, as external beings, powerful things that have us in their grip and that we can’t control.

So maybe “Jesus Christ, Demon Fighter” is a little strange for you. But maybe you have demons you’d like to face. Perhaps the image of Jesus “binding the strong man” and overthrowing the kingdom of Satan isn’t exactly how you think about your faith. But perhaps there’s something strong that has you in its grip. Perhaps there’s some sense of shame or guilt about who you are or what you’ve done, some regret about what you never got to do, some hidden secret that you’ll never tell, some anxiety or fear about what’s coming next in your life, something that’s keeping you from being free.

Whatever it is, Jesus knows it, and Jesus has overcome it. If you need forgiveness, Jesus has already forgiven you. If you need compassion, Jesus has always loved you. If you need reassurance, Jesus has promised you an eternal life of love with him in a world that words can’t capture or describe.

Whatever it is, Jesus has already bound it up. Its power over us is already broken. It’s not always obvious what exactly this means, or in what sense it’s a real answer to our prayers and not just theological hand-waving. It will take the whole gospel—it will take our whole lives—to really come to grips with the idea that Jesus has already overthrown the forces of brokenness and death that still seem to reign in our world. And that’s okay. But as Jesus crosses stormy seas this summer and cures strange illnesses, casts out demons and proclaims the good news that God is becoming king after all, I wonder whether you might consider your own stormy seas and maladies, your own demons and distress, in the light of Christ’s compassionate love, knowing that God is doing for us better things than we can ask or imagine—For

“Though the Lord be high, he cares for the lowly…
Though [we] walk in the midst of trouble, he keep[s us] safe…
The Lord will make good his purpose for [us];
O Lord, your love endures for ever.”
(Psalm 138:7, 8, 9)

Amen.

“Extra-Ordinary Time”

This Sunday is the beginning of my favorite season of the church year: “Ordinary Time.” (Well, at least it’s my favorite name for a season.) The altar turns as green as the leaves on the trees. The high drama of Holy Week, Easter, and Pentecost fades into the distance. We travel with Jesus through the Gospel of Mark, and hear the ancient stories of Samuel and Saul, David and Solomon as we gather together week by week, keeping time as the names of the days on our bulletins become a bit repetitive: “The Second Sunday after Pentecost,” “The Third Sunday after Pentecost,” “The Fourth Sunday after Pentecost…”

I’m sorry to say that this is the origin of the phrase “Ordinary Time”: it’s “ordinary” as in “ordinal numbers” (2nd, 3rd, 4th…), not “ordinary” as in “normal.” You’ll sometimes hear it called the “season after Pentecost,” as well, and that’s fitting in its own way. Two thousand years later, after all, we’re still living in this long, long season after that first Pentecost!

But it’s that other sense of “ordinary” that’s been a gift to me this spring. After an extraordinary year, it’s been amazing to have so many extra-ordinary moments. Life isn’t back to normal—it isn’t even back to “new normal”!—but every day, there are more and more beautiful, ordinary things happening. They’re so ordinary, in fact, that they’ve become… extra-ordinary.

Every time we travel to visit family without needing to juggle complicated testing logistics before and after, it’s an extra-ordinary moment. Every time I see preschoolers playing together outside without having to wear masks, it’s an extra-ordinary moment. Every time we get to sing a hymn—even just one or two, even with masks on!—it’s an incredible reminder of how much we have lost, and how much joy the return of a simple thing can bring.

So that’s my prayer for you, during this long season after Pentecost. May it be an ordinary time, filled with extra-ordinary moments.