A Matter of Conscience

Dear Friends,

On Saturday, we will be celebrating 175 years of ministry at St. John’s. One of the central features of the evening will be an ongoing presentation of the historic lantern slides of the Rev. Wolcott Cutler, rector here from 1924-1959. During his many years in Charlestown, the rector documented the history of the community through these photographs, which are now a part of the Boston Public Library.

He was well known as a photographer, but for more than that. Among other things, he was a committed pacifist, and held that stance even as the storm clouds of World War II approached and broke. It was a controversial position in the parish and in the community, yet he did not waver.

I thought of him this week as I have read various commentaries and articles about whether the death penalty should be imposed in the Boston Marathon bombing trial. My own understanding of Christ’s gospel leads me to oppose the use of the death penalty. I could write more about that. But today, lay and clergy leaders in the diocese received a letter from the bishops of Massachusetts expressing their (and the Episcopal Church’s) opposition to the use of the death penalty. I commend it to you, even as I ask for our continued prayers for all who still suffer from that tragic event two years ago. You will find the letter here:

 http://www.diomass.org/top-news/mass-bishops-speak-out-against-death-penalty

I am grateful for the bishops. And I am grateful for Mr. Cutler. As we celebrate our history, there are so many ways in which the persons who have gone before us still shape our own understanding of the Gospel, so that we can respond to the challenges of our own day.

Faithfully,

Tom

 

 

I Can See It In Your Faces

Dear Friends,

I can see it in your faces. That was my thought as I greeted people both on Tuesday evening for our pancakes and on Wednesday for our Ash Wednesday services. I could see it in your faces – the weariness, the frustration, even the bewilderment of dealing with all of the snow and all of the cold. It was so clear to me that none of us has been immune to the challenges that the weather has presented. And unlike a quick and large storm that comes and goes, this winter has not really given us a chance to react, respond, and “mop up” after the worst of the destruction.

We are all in this together. Each one of us has been affected in any number of ways. And that makes it a bit easier – we trade stories, we listen with understanding about ice dams, leaks, and too much shoveling to do, and we find ways to support one another as we journey through the winter together.

How like the journey of Lent. On  Ash Wednesday, those who were here for the services had a cross of ashes placed on their foreheads. And one could have said, “I can see it on your faces.” I can see that which we all have in common – an awareness of our own mortality, and an awareness that all of us are imperfect and fallible human beings, subject to being sinful and to being harmed by the sins of others.

We are all in this together. Each one of us has been affected by the changes and circumstances of life. Here, in living our our lives as Christians with one another, we can trade stories of heartbreak and  healing, of fears and failings, of loves and labors. As we do we listen with understanding,  finding  ways to support one another as we journey through Lent.

We are all in this together. And for that, I thank God.

Faithfully,

Tom

 

Burying and Beginning

Dear Friends,

This coming Sunday, our children will decorate “Alleluia” banners in preparation for one last resounding proclamation of that word of praise before we begin the season of Lent. At the end of the service, as we have done in the past few years, we’ll bury the Alleluias outside,  and refrain from uttering  that word until the joyful good news of Easter morning. While the ground is frozen solid, there is plenty of snow this year in which to bury those banners.

Burying the Alleluias for Lent 1

Burying the Alleluias for Lent 

Even if we were not about to enter into Lent, “Alleluia’ is certainly not the first word on many people’s lips as they hear the next forecast. Given the weather this winter, we may already feel like we have entered into a wilderness time of sorts – one not defined by desert and dryness, but rather by insurmountable snowbanks and more moisture yet to come.

Even if the weather has not brought us to such a place, Lent is a season of taking ourselves quite intentionally to uncomfortable places: examining our lives, letting go of habits and practices that diminish us or others, hearing the call to repentance and turning, as we hear on Sunday, both heart and mind toward God.  It is not so much about burying our joy, but about making room for the possibility of greater joy: the full life which Christ offers to us and to which the Spirit leads us.

I sometimes tell the children that when we bury the Alleluia, it is a little like holding our breath until we can shout it out again on Easter morning. That is true, but Lent is also about letting go, breathing more fully, and opening ourselves to all that God is doing in our lives.

So, come bury a word this Sunday. And then, on Ash Wednesday and beyond, open yourself to the life that God is creating in you, a life that will lead to Easter joy.

Faithfully,

Tom

 

 

The Fullness of God

Dear Friends,

As I was looking over this newsletter, and reflecting on the last few weeks, I was struck by how blessed we are. In our journey together, we are invited again and again to  behold the fullness of God.  It is a fullness the touches every part of our lives, and connects us with all the faithful beyond our walls, including those who have come before us and those yet to be born.

Read about our life together, and you will know that you have played a part in creating a nursery school for the youngest of  children in Kizara, Tanzania. Elsewhere, you will see that we are engaging in challenging and reflective conversations about what it means to grow old and deal with the inevitable diminishments of aging and death.

Some of us have just returned from Israel/Palestine, where we explored the ancient roots of our faith. Others of us just this week at annual meeting  were bubbling with excitement about the possibility of creating new ministries for the teens and adolescents in our midst.

We are reflecting on corporate  and verbal expressions of our faith – why we say what we do in the Nicene Creed – and at the very same time  are being invited to enter more deeply into the intimacy of our individual  relationships with God, through the gift of centering prayer.

Even the Superbowl became a vehicle for expressing our gratitude to God as we  donated funds to Episcopal Relief and Development. No part of human life,  no part of human history is outside the realm of God’s gracious activity.

And so, as we enter more fully into the year ahead, these words from the third chapter of seem a most suitable prayer for us all:

I pray that you may have the power to comprehend, with all the saints, what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, so that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.

Faithfully,

Tom

 

In the Midst of the Storm

winter-stormDear Friends,

The “historic” blizzard is behind us, and most of us are resuming our regular schedules, albeit with a few sore backs from shoveling.

Children delight in the accumulating piles of white, of course, but we all know that winter storms like this cause great inconvenience, threaten the safety and health of many, and can have a significant impact on countless businesses. Schedules are rearranged, appointments are cancelled, and we stock up on supplies in case the power goes out. Hardly circumstances that we welcome.

If a storm such as this causes disruption however, it also brings a reminder of how much we take for granted, and how easily we are tempted to believe that we are somehow in control of our lives. How many times, when the power has gone off, do you still instinctively reach for the light switch when entering a room, only to remember that there is no electricity there at your fingertips?

My first year out of college, when I was teaching school in Vermont, I lived in a house without indoor plumbing and heated only by two small and inefficient woodstoves. There was, at least, electricity. At the time it was an adventure and a bracing challenge, particularly as winter descended. But I confess that I grew weary in February of returning home in the late afternoon to a very cold house where the fires had long since died in the woodstoves. One afternoon, I even discovered a thin crust of ice forming in my cat’s water dish. The cat never complained.

Ultimately, it was a profoundly rewarding year. Water was not something to turn on and off whenever I wanted, but a precious commodity carried into the house daily from the spring outside, then carefully dispensed for washing and drinking. I had a much closer connection to the source of my heat, as filling the wood box and chopping wood for kindling became essential parts of the daily routine. For several years after that experience, I never turned up a thermostat or turned on a water faucet without reflecting on how much was required to bring those elements essential to my survival to my fingertips. That was years ago. And of course, now it is easy to let the faucet run too long. It is easier, when I am chilly, to turn up the thermostat rather than go upstairs to get a sweater. I forget.

Until a storm comes. And then I am reminded. I am reminded of how much I take for granted. I am reminded of how often I have easy and regular access to so much of what makes life not only possible, but also comfortable. I am reminded of the millions of persons for whom access to water, heat, or shelter, is a daily struggle, not a temporary inconvenience. I am reminded of all the ways I can act responsibly when the power is on and water is running. I am reminded of ways I can reorder my life, and of gifts I can give that will benefit those without the basic necessities of life. And finally, in the midst of the storm, I am grateful to God; grateful for all that I have, and even for the wind and the white snows that bring me to a place of remembering and renewed appreciation.

Faithfully,

Tom