Sermon — December 20, 2020

The Rev. Greg Johnston

About this time in December, about ten years ago, I decided that I was just going to start saying “yes” to things. Now, I’m an outgoing guy, but I’m a homebody and a rule-follower, and already by the summer before my freshman year of high school, the seniors on my cross-country team had nicknamed me “Gramps” for my attitude toward fun and shenanigans. But it was a few years later, I was in college, and I wanted to get out of my dorm room and my small circle of friends—to start saying yes to things, and see what happened.

So when, a few weeks later, a friend who lived down the hall from me invited me to a party, I said yes. It was not the sort of party I would normally go to—a Harvard Sailing Team party; I’ve since learned, by the way, that the Harvard Sailing Team is not quite as preppy as you’d think, but… is still pretty preppy—but I’d decided to say yes, and so, even though it was cold and dark I would rather have been at home, I went. And the moment I walked in, I saw a girl named Isabel from my economics class and standing next to her, by far the loveliest young woman I’d ever seen. So I walked over to them. Isabel and I said hi to each other, and then I turned to her friend.

“I’m Greg.”
“Hi, I’m Alice.”

“Where are you from, Alice?”

“New York.”

“Oh,” I joked, “so are you a Yankees fan?”

“No—Red Sox! My dad grew up in Cambridge.”

Love at first sight.

Needless to say, ten years later Alice and I are married, and Isabel’s our first child’s godmother and one of our best friends, whose marriage to another sailor I’ll be officiating at St. John’s this summer; they live down the street from us and sail out of Courageous now.

All of which is to say: Saying yes to something small can lead to something quite big.

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Mary, of course, says “yes” to something big; to something huge. On faith alone, unable to understand how it’s going to work out but trusting in this angel’s word and in God’s love, Mary listens to what the angel has to say, and replies, “let it be with me according to your word.” (Luke 1:38) And “then,” and only then—only once she has agreed— “the angel departed from her.” (Luke 1:38) The angel comes not to announce an inevitability but to invite Mary into an absurdity: unmarried, inexperienced, vulnerable as she may be, to bear within her womb the living God.

This was a unique event, to say the least. But our mother Mary’s act of faith is a model for each one of us in our lives of faith. God speaks a holy word to each one of us, and invites us to carry it deep within ourselves; God plants a seed within us and waits to see what fruit we’ll bear. Again and again God invites us into a deeper relationship, a more mysterious journey, and waits, patiently, until we’re ready to say “yes.” And when we do—who knows where we end up?

So what does it take to say “yes” to God?

Well, first it takes the honest, humble recognition that we have only a very little idea what’s going on. “Greetings, favored one! The Lord is with you,” says the angel. (Luke 1:28) And Mary is “much perplexed”—“greatly troubled,” another translation goes (ESV)—and wonders, “What sort of a greeting is that?” (1:29) The angel tries to explain: Don’t be afraid, Mary, for you’ve found favor in God’s sight. You will conceive, and bear a son! And he will be named Jesus! And also, “Son of the Most High!” Oh, and the Lord God will give him the throne of David his father—you know, your great-great-great-great-great-grandfather-in-law—a throne that’s been empty for six hundred years. And Mary waits and nods while the angel declaims, and then cautiously asks: “But how will this be?” (Luke 1:34) Joseph and I, we haven’t, you know—? And the angel helpfully replies, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you.” (Luke 1:35)

What?

Gabriel is not making this very clear. But it never is, is it? We don’t ever hear God’s voice speaking clearly and directly to us. In fact, the moments when we think we know God’s will most confidently are often the moments when we’re wrong. But we do catch snippets through the static, hints of what God’s voice in our lives. And as long as we admit that we’re not sure what it means, and we’re not sure where it leads, we just might be ready to say yes.

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But second—and this is important—we shouldn’t try to figure it out on our own. It takes a community to help us understand the invitation and to know how to react. The first thing Mary does is to take off and go to her cousin Elizabeth’s house, and stay with her for a while. Elizabeth, like Mary, is pregnant, awaiting a strange and holy birth—the birth of Jesus’ cousin John, who will one day be called “The Baptist.” Mary is young, Elizabeth is old; Mary is pregnant much sooner than she’d imagined, Elizabeth much later than she’d hoped; but together they will try to understand what God has in store for them and for their two remarkable sons.

There’s a reason we have things like a Rector Search Committee to call a new Rector, or discernment committees to help figure out whether a person is called to the priesthood. There’s a reason that we have churches, and not just individual spiritual lives. There’s a reason, in fact, that we have multi-generational churches, with people from all parts of our community, and not just niche lifestyle brands, with one church for families with young kids and another for retired folks and another for golf enthusiasts. It’s in our relationships across lines of difference that we come to understand our own calling most deeply. Elizabeth has lived many years, and Mary just a few. Elizabeth has long been married, and Mary’s just engaged. And their different perspectives help each one understand her own path. Our mentors and our friends, our communities and our families, help us understand what God is inviting us into and what it means to answer “yes.”

It’s been a sad week for St. John’s, with the news of Marie Hubbard’s death. I hope some of you can join us for her funeral service on Zoom tomorrow morning at 11. She was a true pillar of this church, a mentor and a friend and a teacher to many, a woman who’d lived and prayed in this place for some eight decades. We mourn her loss today. And we pray for her, in the sure and certain hope that one day we will see her again.

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And it’s that third part of saying “yes” to God that can be the hardest: the waiting. We read this story from Luke’s gospel announcing Mary’s pregnancy on the Fourth Sunday of Advent, and then we celebrate Jesus’ birth on Thursday night. But we’ve traveled in time. This story takes place “in the sixth month” of the year (Luke 1:26)—that’s around March in the Jewish calendar, not June—and we can all do the math. December 25 minus nine months: March 25, or so; and indeed, on March 25 we celebrate the Annunciation. But we all know nine months is a long time to wait. Picture your life on March 25, 2020. How many lifetimes ago was that?

So as a dark year ends, and one that’s hopefully better begins, we make our resolutions for the year ahead. But we can do this as people of faith any time. We listen carefully for the word of God, inviting us into something new. We admit humbly that we don’t know what it means, that we don’t know where it leads, but we answer the call. We turn to our friends and our loved ones for guidance, we seek out the wisdom of those who’ve lived lives different from our own. And then we wait. We wait and wait and see what God will do. We wait, and watch, and grow, as the day draws near when something new will appear in our lives and they will change, forever.

So wait, these last five days of Advent, these last ten days of 2020; and watch; and wonder where it is that God’s inviting you to go in 2021. Because it’s not always easy to say yes. But when we do—we just might end up in love.

“For I am persuaded,” O God, “that your love is established for ever; *
you have set your faithfulness firmly in the heavens.” (Psalm 89:2)

Amen.

Sermon — December 13, 2020

The Rev. Greg Johnston

Rejoice always,
pray without ceasing,
give thanks in all circumstances;
for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
(1 Thess. 5:16-18)

Have you ever heard of “Laughter Yoga”?

It’s no joke. It’s a serious, albeit playful, practice. Participants begin with clapping, stretching, and other exercises to loosen up, physically and socially.  They do some breathing exercises to prepare themselves. And then they laugh at nothing at all, and for no reason at all. The leader just begins—hahahahahahahahaha!—and everyone joins in.

The theory is simple, although maybe counterintuitive. Our emotions, according to psychologists, aren’t thoughts we have in our minds, or things we feel in our hearts; they are embodied states. If we embody a different emotion, we actually begin to feel it. If we tense up our muscles and scrunch up our faces, we feel worse. If we loosen out our limbs and force ourselves to laugh, we feel better. Psychologists have done dozens of studies along these lines; even something as simple as holding a pencil in your mouth in a way that forces your mouth into the shape of a smile has been shown to improve your mood!

Laughter yoga may sound like nonsense to you. But don’t worry. Science is on the case. One 2019 literature review and meta-analysis surveyed the many studies that have been done of laughter, concluding not only that “laughter-inducing therapies may improve depression, anxiety, and perceived stress,” but that things like laughter yoga that used forced, simulated laughter were actually more effective than spontaneous, humorous laughter; an hour of “laughter yoga” was something like twice as effective as an hour of sketch comedy as a treatment for depression, anxiety, or stress.[1]

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There are a lot of difficult commandments in the New Testament. “Give to everyone who asks from you.” (Luke 6:30) “Be patient with everyone.” (1 Thess. 5:14) “Love your neighbor as yourself.” (Mark 12:31) But I think today’s epistle has one of the most difficult ones: “Rejoice always.” (1 Thess. 5:16)

It reminds me of a favorite saying of some of my family members, one which I’ve never liked: “Choose joy.” (Sorry, Mom, if you’re listening.) When I’ve been going through a rough time in life and heard the phrase “choose joy,” or seen it stamped across the cover of a book, I’ve always been tempted to reply like an elementary schooler: “I would if I could, but I can’t, so I won’t.” If I could just choose joy—if I could just choose to feel joyful—wouldn’t that be great?

It’s been a difficult year, and like many people, I’m more inclined to gripe than to rejoice. I’ve spent most of 2020 either sad or angry, either mourning all the big and small losses of this year, or raging against all the institutions and leaders who I think have let us down. It feels satisfying, at times, to dwell on this anger; it gives me a sense of satisfaction to mull on how right I am and how wrong the school system, or the library, or the government is.

“Rejoice always,” “give thanks in all circumstances,” is a high bar in any year. But this year? Impossible.

It’s worth recalling, for a moment, who Paul was writing to, and why, and when. The first letter to the Thessalonians is the earliest part of the New Testament. It’s written before the Gospels, before the Acts of the Apostles, before any of Paul’s other letters. Paul writes it to a church who are grieving, and anxious, and beginning to despair. It’s been three decades since Jesus died and rose again. These early Christians thought the world was going to change, and it has—kind of. But mostly, it’s just grinding on. Their friends and mentors in the church are aging and dying. They’re beginning to face persecution. But mostly they’re just enduring the tedium and disappointment of a life lived waiting for a future that never quite arrives.

And Paul writes to them, “Rejoice always… Give thanks in all circumstances.” And you can almost hear the rhyme in the back of their minds: “We would if we could, but we can’t—so we won’t.”

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This Third Sunday of Advent is sometimes called “Gaudete Sunday.” “Gaudete” is Latin for “rejoice,” and it’s the first word of a traditional text used on this day in the Mass: “Rejoice in the Lord always; again I say, rejoice.” We follow our two purple candles of repentance with a pink one of joy, and some churches even swap their purple out for pink vestments and altar hangings. It’s the Third Sunday of Advent, the Sunday of Joy; and three thousand Americans died each day this week. It’s hard to feel joyful on a Sunday like this.

But “rejoice always” doesn’t mean “always feel joyful.” Do you see what I mean? Paul never tells the Thessalonians to feel joy, to feel gratitude. He never says, “don’t worry, be happy.” He doesn’t command feel certain emotions. He commands them to do certain things. Give thanks in all circumstances. Pray without ceasing. Rejoice always.

We can’t force ourselves to feel things we don’t feel. We can’t simply will ourselves into feeling that this isolated Christmas season is a season as joyful as any other. But we can cultivate practices of rejoicing.

We can listen to as much Christmas music as we want, even though it’s only Advent. We can decorate our churches and our homes—and by the way, if you haven’t seen the beautiful greenery decorating our church, take a stroll by and look. We can call an old friend on the phone, we can write a thank-you note a week, we can take five minutes each day—just five minutes—and sit and pray to God and be quiet.

“The one who calls you,” Paul writes, “is faithful,” (1 Thess. 5:24) and faithfulness is all he asks in return. Goes doesn’t ask that we feel joyful every minute; but that we rejoice on every kind of day, good or bad. Not that we feel grateful every minute; but that we give thanks in every kind of circumstance. Not that we have perfect spiritual lives, but that we never forsake our practices of prayer. Because it’s this faithful practice of rejoicing—this “non-spontaneous” laughter into the void—that will help carry us through until we feel joy again. Because we will feel joy, again and again and again, as our Psalm this morning reminds us:
“Those who sowed with tears will reap with songs of joy. Those who go out weeping, carrying the seed, will come again with joy, shouldering their sheaves.”(Ps. 126:6-7)

So if you’re feeling joyful today—rejoice! It will be easy. If you’re feeling sad—rejoice! It might be hard. But it might help. Do one thing, just one thing, that you love to do to celebrate your life. Because we can’t control the circumstances of our lives. But we can choose joy; or, at least, “rejoice always.” Amen.

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[1] C. Natalie van der Wal, Robin N. Kok, “Laughter-inducing therapies: Systematic review and meta-analysis,” Social Science & Medicine, Volume 232,2019,Pages 473-488,ISSN 0277-9536,https://doi.org/10.1016/j.socscimed.2019.02.018.(http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0277953619300851)

Sermon — December 6, 2020

The Rev. Greg Johnston

For two years, my cell phone used to drop every phone call I made on a certain stretch of my commute. Without fail, just as I drove past Walden Pond on the border between Lincoln and Concord and passed the famous cabin site where Henry David Thoreau had retreated to the woods, my cell service would cut out, as if the ghost of Thoreau himself was reaching out to block my call: a little moment of victory for the wilderness in the heart of suburbia.

Thoreau wrote in his book Walden, “I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.” It’s easy to make fun of Thoreau’s gravity about his time in the wilderness. Thoreau’s tiny home in the woods wasn’t a remote cabin somewhere deep in northern Maine. The cabin site just a twenty-minute walk from downtown Concord, a walk his mother famously took from time to time to pick up his laundry and bring him some lunch. It wasn’t exactly the Oregon Trail out there.

John the Baptist, too, turned to the wilderness to discover what was most essential. When John wanted to lead the people toward a life of repentance and holiness, he didn’t go to the Temple, where major sacrifices were offered twice daily amid a constant hum of smaller prayers and offering; he didn’t go to the synagogue, where the people prayed together every day and studied on the Sabbath. He went out into the wilderness. But John’s wilderness was not much further from civilization than Thoreau’s was; not even thirty miles outside Jerusalem, an easy day’s travel for the crowds who came to see him preach and to be baptized in the Jordan. And in fact, if his wilderness had been more remote, his ministry would have failed. The crowds couldn’t come to hear John’s message if he’d been too far away for them to find.

Both Henry David Thoreau and John the Baptist recognized that it’s not a place’s distance from civilization or its terrain or its vegetation that makes a place a wilderness; it is, in a sense, its strangeness, its distinction from ordinary life. And so, Thoreau leaves bustling nineteenth-century Concord for a one-room cabin by a nearby pond, and John dresses himself in camel’s-hair and lives off the land, and they straddle the border of society: one foot out in the wilderness to give a new perspective on their ordinary lives, and one foot staying in contact with the world to share what they’ve learned.

It’s in this sense that we are living in the wilderness now. When I look back over family photos and memories from these months, I’m struck by the wild juxtaposition of the ordinary and the unbelievable: a selfie with Murray sitting on my top of me, playing with a dandelion, while I lie on the grass, masked in the midst of an eerily-empty park on a warm spring day; a photo of Alice and I both “working from home” in the car, she in the front seat and I in the back; the cheery music still playing loudly in the grocery store as cashiers and customers shout at each other to be heard across six feet of plexiglass and surgical masks. It’s this uncanny resemblance to the ordinary that really gets me. It’s not as though we’re living in the apocalypse our movies imagine, the aftermath of nuclear war or an asteroid strike. It’s just like ordinary life in the status quo ante, but twisted and blurred at the edges into something that’s just close enough to the normal to feel bizarre.

But it’s in this strangeness that God comes to dwell.

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Isaiah 40 marks a new moment in the history of the people of Israel. The first thirty-nine chapters of the book tell the story of Isaiah’s ministry and prophecies in the city of Jerusalem, as it faces multiple invasions and the threat of destruction. The city escapes once, and the people become over-confident. In Isaiah 39, the prophet predicts the city’s fall, and then the story seems to leap in time. When chapter 40 begin, it’s clear that the prophesied destruction has come. The war has been lost, the holy city has been destroyed, and the people have been carried off into exile. Their homes are gone, their lives are uprooted; they’ve been taken to live as hostages in a strange land. They’re living in the wilderness if anyone ever has.

And yet the prophet opens on a reassuring note: “Comfort, O comfort my people, says your God.” (Isaiah 40:1) “Get you up to a high mountain, O Zion, herald of good tidings; lift up your voice with strength, O Jerusalem, herald of good tidings, lift it up, do not fear.” (40:9) There’s good news to be shared with the people, and the whole city should be shouting it from the mountaintops. And what is this good news? What are these glad tidings? Simply this: “Here is your God!” (40:9)

“Here is your God.” Your God is here. Not back in Jerusalem, living in the ruined sanctuary of the holy Temple. Not back in all the cities of Judah from which you came, the familiar lives you’ve had to leave behind. But here with you in the wilderness.

And it’s here in the wilderness that you must prepare God’s way.

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There’s a funny thing about the Bible that I’ve always loved: it has no punctuation. Commas and periods and quotation marks weren’t invented for thousands of years after the Biblical texts were first written down; the ones you see printed are just modern interpretations, placed there by the translators to make the Bible easier to read. And so, there are these two slightly different ways to read a single quote in two of our readings today. The Gospel of Mark quotes Isaiah to help us understand the ministry of John the Baptist, and it quotes the verse like this: “the voice of one crying out in the wilderness: ‘Prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight.’” (Mark 1:3) John is, after all, someone crying out in the wilderness; so it makes perfect sense. But the quote from Isaiah itself seems more like it reads: “A voice cries out: ‘In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord…’” (Isaiah 40:3) “A voice crying out in the wilderness—‘Prepare the way of the Lord.’” “A voice crying out—‘In the wilderness, prepare the way of the Lord.’” Do you see the difference? In Mark, John goes out to the wilderness, and the people flock to see him there, and he tells them: “Prepare the way of the Lord.” And they go back home, to their ordinary, civilized lives, and some of them take his teaching to heart. But in Isaiah, the people are stuck in the wilderness. They can’t simply take a day trip out to see John’s strange life. They’re living their own strange lives. And the prophet’s voice cries out to them nonetheless: “In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord.”

In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord. In the midst of this strangeness, make God’s paths straight. In this time of Advent, in this time of waiting, look into your hearts and out into your lives; smooth out the rough places that keep you from loving God and your family and your neighbor, and straighten out the crooked paths that lead you away from God’s love. Don’t wait to be restored to ordinary life. Don’t wait for things to be “normal” again. Because God doesn’t dwell in the holy city, God doesn’t dwell in The Way Things Were, God doesn’t dwell in this or any temple. “Get you up to a high mountain…lift up your voice with strength…do not fear…[for] here is your God.” (Isaiah 40:9)

It can be hard to feel God’s presence while we’re here in the wilderness. If it were easy, we wouldn’t have to talk about it. If the people already felt comforted, Isaiah wouldn’t have to shout “Comfort, comfort ye my people!” We can’t force that spiritual comfort on ourselves. We can’t push away our anxiety or our despair, our exhaustion, anger, or fear. We can’t force God to come to us “with might,” to feed us “like a shepherd,” to “gather” us like “lambs in his arms.” (Isaiah 40:10–11) Because the work of building a highway through our spiritual desert is ultimately God’s, not ours. The story of our salvation, of Christ’s birth, life, death, and resurrection, is God’s not ours.

But we can do our small part to prepare the way for God to come in. We can make straight the crooked paths that turn us away from God. We can chip away at our rough places, and trust the Holy Spirit to smooth them out in time. So, as our offertory hymn goes,

Make ye straight what long was crooked,
make the rougher places plain;
let your hearts be true and humble,
as befits his holy reign.

For the glory of the Lord
now o’er earth is shed abroad;
and all flesh shall see the token
that his word is never broken.

Amen.

Sermon — November 29, 2020

The Rev. Greg Johnston

“Beware, keep alert; for you do not know when the time will come.” (Mark 13:33)

On Christmas Eve, most American children will be so excited they’ll hardly be able to sleep. Full of cookies and hot chocolate, with the promise of presents coming just hours away, they’ll finally crash into bed, leaving their parents just hours to finish decorating and wrapping, with even less time for Santa Claus to come and eat the proverbial cookies left out by the fire. And then come four or five in the morning, the kids will be up, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, ready to check whether Santa came this year; and their parents will share another bleary-eyed Christmas morning, exhausted but (hopefully) happy.

Now, Germans have a slightly different way of exhausting the family on Christmas Eve. My mother’s side of the family are all German-American, and we inherited some traditions from the old country, including the tradition of exchanging presents on Christmas Eve, not Christmas Day. So for years as kids, my mother and aunt would spend hours and hours of Advent creating a list; not a list of presents they wanted, but a list of activities to pass the day. They’d wake up in the morning and start checking items off the list. Ride our bikes around the neighborhood: check. Go swing on the swing sets: check. Play a few hand of gin rummy: check. By the time they’d finished off the whole list, it would be… only 10 a.m., with eight agonizing hours to wait. By the end of the evening they’d climb into bed tired out from playing and from waiting, well-fed, and worn out with the joy of their new gifts. And their parents would get a good night’s sleep.

Waiting itself is exhausting. No doubt. It’s a remarkable thing, but anxious alertness really does wear you out, even if you’re doing literally nothing other than waiting; in fact, especially if you’re doing nothing other than waiting. When you’re waiting for something exciting or frightening, your sympathetic nervous system gets your body ready to go. Like a driver warming up a car, it ignites all your systems, getting ready to drive at the drop: your heart beats faster, your blood pumps at a higher pressure, your muscles tense, and this all takes more work than just sitting around, relaxing. And so ironically, the longer we’re waiting anxiously for something to come, the less ready we are to face it; when it finally arrives, we’re exhausted, not prepared—especially if we haven’t managed to come up with any good distractions.

In Advent, we wait and we watch. We live in the moment between two different realities. We’re suspended between what the Collect for the Day calls “this mortal life” and “the last day,” the world of human history “in which your Son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility” and the world of “glorious majesty,” “when he shall come again…to judge both the living and the dead.” We hope and we pray and we wait for our Savior to be born, a new light shining in the world in the darkest days of the year. And we hope and we pray and we wait for our Savior to return, in his own mysterious way, and to dispel the darkness once and for all.

This Advent, more than ever, we live suspended between two realities. We live in hope, with the joyful news of multiple vaccines more effective than the scientists had dreamed, coming, just around the corner. And we live in fear and anxiety, as the virus spreads, as the days get colder and our world grows darker. We remember the love and the care that people have shown for one another in the last nine months; and we acknowledge how exhausted we are by everything we’ve had to do—and not do.

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“Beware,” Jesus says, “keep alert… Keep awake—for you do not know when the master of the house will come, in the evening, or at midnight, or at cockcrow, or at dawn,or else he may find you asleep when he comes suddenly.And what I say to you I say to all: Keep awake.” (Mark 13:33–37) If we take it literally, it’s not the best advice. This kind of constant vigilance, this unsleeping alertness, might work for one night. If you’re young enough, you might even recover by the next day. But day after day, waiting, watching, not just for a week or a month or a year but for generation after generation and century after century, waiting two thousand years and more for the master of the house to return? It’s impossible; the human body can’t take it. “Keep awake” on this two-thousand-year, Final-Day-of-Judgment scale simply cannot be what Jesus literally means.

But there’s a smaller scale of alertness that we sometimes miss in our focus on bigger things. Over and over again this year, I’ve been praying that same prayer Isaiah prays: “O that you would tear open the heavens and come down!” (Isaiah 64:1) You may have prayed similar things. Come down, God; do the awesome deeds that we expect. Come down and heal the sick; hide your face from us no more. Come down and heal our nation; reshape us like clay into a better form. Come down and make your name known—for we are your people! “O that you would tear open the heavens and come down!” I’ve had enough of 2020. Make it stop.

But in all our anxiety For All This To Be Over, though, I think we miss all the ways in which God has torn open the heavens and come down, the ways in which God walks among us even now. In our exhaustion and our despair, in our anxiety and alertness, we so wear ourselves out that we’re too tired to notice the presence of God right before our eyes. In our anxiety to get to the great joy of our Christmas-Eve presents, we miss out on all the little joys of our Christmas-Eve activities: the hard work of pedaling around the block, the exhilaration of swinging high into the air, the satisfaction of beating our big sister at cards.

This is the level where Paul’s prayer for the Corinthians operates. It’s not an exhortation to stay awake and alert; it’s not a prayer to God to come down, soon; it’s a prayer of thanksgiving. Paul gives thanks for the grace that the church has received from God, the grace that strengthens them and sustains them as they wait for the coming of Christ. Paul has no anxiety about whether God will come again; “God is faithful,” after all, he writes. (1 Cor. 1:9) Paul simply gives thanks for all those gifts of the Spirit that the members of the church receive each day, the million little gifts that give them strength enough to make it to the end.

From time to time over the last nine months, I’ve had a few moments when I’ve been alert enough to be grateful for the gifts in front of me: for the excuseto say no to a meeting because I need to be with my child, for the necessity of coming up with no places and ways to play, for the sheer joy of even a few strange Sundays together in church. More often than not these days, I’m resentful, not grateful, but it’s that shift I want to cultivate: from “when will this be over, God?” to “help me to see you here and now, God.”

My mother’s Christmas-Eve list of activities never lasted through the day, but it was a good start. So what’s on your Advent list? How are you going to make it through the next few months? What will give you the spiritual strength to appreciate those parts of this time that are good, and to the rest? How will you rest enough to stay awake to God’s presence already in our midst? “For you do not know when the time[s] will come” when you will see him; not just one big time on Christmas or on Judgment Day, but a dozen little times every day.

Amen.

Sermon — November 22, 2020

The Rev. Greg Johnston

A few weeks after I started here, a parishioner from my old church in Lincoln passed away. It wasn’t a tragic death; she died in her home at the age of 99, surrounded by family, at the end of a long and, in fact, heroic life. I say “heroic” because that’s what she was: a hero.

I had only learned this the year before, when she was presented with a Congressional Gold Medal at the age of 98, but Patricia Warner, three quarters of a century before I knew her, had once been a spy. In 1942, her husband—a naval officer—had been killed in combat in the Second World War. Patricia, aged twenty-two, promptly headed to a Navy recruiting office to join up. On learning that the Navy didn’t take widows, she turned to a younger, scrappier service: the newly-formed Office of Strategic Services, OSS—America’s first modern spy agency.

During the war, she was stationed in Spain, where she helped smuggle downed American and British air crews out of occupied France. When Allied airplanes were shot down over Europe, the Belgian and French Resistance would try to rescue any survivors, hide them, and bring them through a kind of underground railroad all the way to the Spanish border. Then British and American agents could transport them through Spain to the British base at Gibraltar and bring them home. Spain remained neutral during the war, but its leader was a dictator sympathetic to the German cause, and it was full of German military and intelligence officers.

So Pat went undercover as a flamenco dancer, gathering information on German activities and recruiting friendly agents to the Allied cause, sending Morse code from her apartment and arranging for submarines to pick up downed fighter pilots off the coast.

Now I tell you all this, not just because it’s a cool story, and not just because I once applied for an internship to be a CIA analyst—I was rejected—but because this is, in a sense, exactly what we Christians are: spies embedded deep behind enemy lines.

This Sunday morning, the last Sunday after Pentecost, the last Sunday before a new liturgical year begins in Advent, is often called the feast of “Christ the King.” It’s a fairly recent feast, as far as church calendars go. The Pope only created it in 1925, soon after Mussolini’s rise to power in Italy. In the face of a rising tide of fascism, the Church emphasized the struggle between two kinds of kingdom: the empires of the world, with their values of power, wealth, and domination, and their bombastic, demagogic dictators; and the kingdom of God, with its values of compassion, love, and peace, and its self-sacrificing ruler, Christ the King. The feast of Christ the King stands at the transition between two great seasons of the Church: the season of Advent, when we quietly await the arrival of Jesus our newborn King, the Messiah, the Prince of Peace; and the long season after Pentecost, when we recognize that Christ still lives and reigns in the Church, and we seek to follow him and obey.

The kingdom of Christ is a kingdom that’s both “now and not yet.” We proclaim that that little baby who lay in a manger two thousand years ago was and is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords; yet we know as well that his kingdom is incomplete. We believe that God will come to set the world aright; yet we can see clearly that it hasn’t happened yet.

Christ’s reign over the earth is something like the French government-in-exile during World War Two. It was the legitimate government of France; there were French citizens who obeyed it, served it, gave their lives for it; but its land was occupied by a hostile foreign power. And while it was a true that a climactic moment of liberation was going to come, for years people did their best to live faithfully deep behind enemy lines—maybe with the help of the occasional spy.

Today’s Gospel reading shows us this conflict between the kingdoms of the world and the kingdom of God. Jesus returns in glory and separates the sheep from the goats, the righteous from the unrighteous, and he uses a simple test. It’s not whether they call themselves Christians or Jews, Hindus, Muslims, or atheists. It’s not whether they’re active members of their local church. It’s not even whether they’re upstanding and well-respected citizens. It’s whether they gave food to the hungry, and drink to the thirsty; whether they welcomed the stranger and clothed the naked, tended the sick and visited the imprisoned, because, Christ the King says, “just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.” (Matthew 25:40) Whether they knew it or not, when these sheep were caring for one another, they were meeting Jesus face to face. The same Christ who becomes present in the Eucharistic bread and wine becomes present in people who are sick or hungry or locked behind bars. And woe to us, the ancient Christians used to preach, when we clothe the Body of Christ in silver and fine silk in the Church and bow down in awe, while we leave his Body hungry in the street and turn away our eyes while he asks us for something to eat.

If this is what the kingdom of God looks like, then it seems clear that we’re not living in it yet. Despite our best efforts, we do not manage to feed all those who are hungry, and to clothe all those who are naked, let alone to care for all those who are sick or in prison. And we do display that hypocrisy that honors Christ’s body in the Church and ignores it in the streets; at least most of us do, at least much of the time.

But God is coming back to set things right. And that’s the real story here. The kingdom of God is not just a set of ideals or values that we ought to follow. It’s a real kingdom, it’s a real government; it’s in exile now, but it’s going to return in force. This is what the “shepherd” imagery of the prophet Ezekiel is all about. “Shepherd” was a common image for a king, who leads and guides and cares for the people like a flock. And, God says, after generations of human kings have failed to care for their people, “I myself will search for my sheep, and seek them out… I myself will be the shepherd of my sheep… and I will bind up the injured, and I will strengthen the weak… I will feed them with justice.” (Ezekiel 34:11, 15-16) It’s this “coming again” to lead the sheep, this “coming in glory” with “all the angels” (Matthew 25:31) to “restore all things,” that we await in Advent. It’s the D-Day of the Christian story, the final liberation that will end with the kingdom of peace, and love, and justice, the kingdom of God that feeds the hungry and heals the sick, finally ruling the world.

But that day has not yet come. We’re left here in this world, like a bunch of spies, living in a hostile kingdom, but doing our best to help our cause. We can’t liberate France all on our own. We can’t feed all the hungry on our own. We can’t end the pandemic on our own. Those victories are up to forces beyond our control. But we can feed a few people who are hungry. We can visit a few people who are imprisoned. We can slow the virus enough so that just a few fewer people might be sick and die. These little differences will never be enough to change the world. But to one person, from one person, they can mean everything.

So here we are, spies for the kingdom of God, living subversively as agents of God’s love in an often-unloving world, slowly chipping away at the reign of cruelty, violence, and destruction until—one day—our God returns to reign. We don’t know when that final victory will come, and we’ll see Christ returning in glory; but we do know when we can see him walking among us now, because he’s told us where to look.

So where, O undercover Christian, have you seen Christ this week without knowing it? Where have you seen someone hungry, for food or for meaning, and how could you feed them? Where have you seen someone thirsty, for water or for God, and how can you give them something to drink? Where have you seen someone sick or imprisoned, in body, mind, or spirit, and how can you give them relief? Because this is our mission while we’re here behind enemy lines: to seek out our neighbors when they need us and to help, to smuggle them out of the kingdom of this world and into the kingdom of God’s love—and there, in them, to meet our Lord and God. For “Truly I tell you,” Jesus says, “just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.” (Matthew 25:40) Amen.